Journal and Notes

 today is a day of tradition, for the past 5 years I have been a part of a DnD group that plays different games and it continues. this is whole thing for me. Since the stroke it has been an activity that involves me thinking and reacting to novel situations. I also think the social aspects are phenomenal for me just as a person. I have used characters to act out my relationship issues and all. I do love the activity. side bar, my daughter turned 17 yesterday and man it make me feel aged. 

 So I am sucking on this whole journaling thing, I have no consistency and it shows in this effort. But I will still try to write every now and again. It matters so to speak.   Morning pills take and had a conversation with steph about Anthony's reaction to the whole moving to PR thing. I am not surprised but disappointed that he is not willing to help her out but I do understand his perspective. It makes me wonder what is the reaction out of Destiny over the event. Like she was motivated over the hope of living down there and now this. Oh well such is live. I do wish that Steph had been more proactive during this last year and prepared for this. As they say, "can't force them to drink". I hope it all works out for the best. Also need to: reach out to Warren again with an update and pictures of the repairs I believe necessary  Walk around with Leon and clean up and talk about stuff Take Leon to get a hair cut  Look up Golden Corral prices and times

 9:45 Need to take pills still but all in all the day has started off well. Took Leon to school and avoided playing the Rick Roll song, got to say that has been a fun joke but even I grow tired of the jam. It is a good habit to develop with my son just for memories. Since today is friday I got game nite to get ready for and need to think about what else to do for the weekend. I wonder if anyone has good ideas in the house, I will ask the kids when they get back from school.

 1:10 -  Day two of writing things down daily and I am already struggling with it. Not really but it does feel like a labor for now, I am sure with time it will sink in as more of a morning routine.  I woke up pretty late this morning, seeing Steph handle the morning was good to know. Her being able to hand the coming responsibilities is important and on my mind often. I need to make sure that I am good with mine as well honestly. This coming change will be rough on me and Leon but I am sure we will do good. Still need to call mami with the other morning activities, might as well start now. 

@1041:  At this point it is tradition. I play this game with my friends during the week. I think of it like brunch with the homies while we go through some game setting and coordinate accordingly. Big words to say I like to play games with my friends. I run my own game setting on Wednesdays and I have to take the time to get ready, which sometimes I fail at, pretty soon. Steph says she needs to donate blood and start packing, the new life style will be a weird one for sure. Here is hoping for the best.